I was going to just privately message
blindwolfgolf but I will just say it here publicly instead.
Hi Colin,
I assume that is your name, it is what came up in the designers database. If it is not, then I will leave it at that.
I assume you have read my rude remarks and I would like to say sorry. You didn't deserve it.
"Forgiveness is not about condoning disrespect or forgetting the hurt. It is about releasing the heavy burden or resentment that weighs us down. When we forgive, we unchain ourselves from the negativity that disrespect brings. We free our minds from the prison of past slights and we allow ourselves to focus on our present and future. Imagine holding onto a hot coal, intending to throw it at the person who disrespected us. We are the one getting burned. Forgiveness is like releasing that hot coal, it is a gift we give to ourselves. The person who disrespected us may not deserve our forgiveness, but we deserve peace. We deserve to be free from the toxicity that holding grudges brings. Forgiveness is not for the disrespectful, it is for us."
-Marcus Aurelius's Meditations
You certainly deserve my apology and I am sorry. Everything I do write is garbage as I don't know enough about things, to say the things I do.
"Does a perennial rose bush worry about being better than last year's rose bush or next year's? No. It just worries about being the best rose bush it can be today."
-Allan Watts
All that being said, if an intruder comes into its territory or chokes it a little too hard, its does have thorns, and the intruder will bleed. I feel guilty for any agitation I may have caused you and I sincerely regret saying what I said.
I assume you have seen the movie 8 Mile. I grew up a little bit around underground Hip Hop culture and still to this day, I have a tendency to debate people and try and prove them wrong. It's a bad character trait. And I am nowhere near the lyrical level of Shady.
Like you, I am fairly new around here and am just trying to learn things. I myself need to step up the classiness. I wish you the best of luck to you and yours in whatever you do.